Mert így volt jó…

I’ve got really addicted to EDDA Works’ new album. Especially the song called Mert így volt jó (=Because it was good like that) for some reason a few more. It’s true that the songs of Edda always make me kind of sad and stuff but still they have nice lyrics and only for that’s it’s worth listening to their music.

Yesterday evening i have been out in the city for a walk with a friend and have also taken some photos which you can see *as usual* on my MySpace or Flickr. I really liked how the city is decorated already for Christmas and everything looks so much different than at home. We even have a Christmas tree in our university.

Tomorrow leaving for the weekend, but most probably will be writing either her, but on my other blog with Reni, Suomalainen Lippusalot, for sure…sorry that one is in Hungarian.

Never mind the things they might have said…

After all the tags i have got i thought to post this picture and satisfy the need of people with it. I think i don’t have anything to add cause it speaks for itself. And it’s up to everyone whether now you cry because of disappointment or of happiness.

And ok i know it’s over a week since i wrote something, but either i had no time, either i was just lazy and stuff like that. Anyways, nothing worth mentioning happened…just a lasagna made by me, and yes everyone who have been here have eaten of it and they are ok. Furthermore, had a partial exam today at general linguistics (yes the part i do really hate) and i hope for the worse things, so i think that tell everything about how it went.
I got today Hell Of A Tester, the 3rd The Rasmus album, and now there is only the first two missing from my collection and then i can start with the singles.

Honestly i’m getting a little bored of everything. I mean i spend most of my (free) time alone (erm, i mean that i have a room-mate who would go home everyday anyways that’s not my business) and it’s quite annoying to walk in the city alone, even if it’s so beautifully decorated now that Christmas comes. Maybe later… *sigh* I still don’t know where and with who i will spend my New Years Eve, i have 3 choices, and one is not up to me.
This weekend i’ll be gone to another city to free a bit my mind and next Wednesday going home after Tuesday’s Pikkujoulu at the Finnish Library. That should be fun, because it sounds like it.

‘Everything behind me and politely…’

In a surprising way when i came back to Cluj The Rasmus’ best of compilation album and the limited edition book was waiting for me in the postal box. And i thought i will have to pick it up from the post. Thinking about this now…i could have stayed 2 days longer at home. Anyways… at least have been at Finnish lessons today. And payed the bills in time.

Nothing really interesting was going on. Recently the simple fact of being here alone without to have anyone is freaking me out. Face to how much i loved being here at the beginning of the whole thing, as much i hate it now. Just don’t know why. It’s not that i hate the place of what i’m studying or stuff cause i do like these, but not having people around me with who i can go out at any time just sucks. Everyone lives so far, though in the same town, distances are so big…there is nothing that would make me be in the mood to go out.

Ah, next Monday Desperado (Hungarian pop band) gig, but taaaaa grrr Tuesday i have exam. No voi vittu!

Anyways been listening to the Best of The Rasmus 2001-2009 since yesterday and i must say that the songs are so nicely compiled one after the other… ^^ currently playing Chill, it’s the best song ever and it will always be my favorite and the one that no matter what will help me calm down. ^^ *_* here’s what Lauri commented about it in the book: ‘Back in 2001, I used to paint the walls in my apartment almost every month, hoping for a change in my life. It was a good way to hide the problems and sorrows for a week or two. The feeling of a summer night in Helsinki is nicely captured here. The video was filmed by ourselves on the road in Finland and Sweden.’… Worth a listening. “And everytime when i painted my room, Like a fool i hide my feelings And everytime when i painted my room I thought about leaving….”

Sometimes I really care, I can’t be myself…

Almost a week since my last post. Ok don’t kill me i’m just living my life in a slower and faster motion, whichever on what day. Depends. Well Monday was more like a medium motion but still one of the days that i didn’t like that much these days. Was feeling so not good in the morning that had to come home with train in the early morning hours. And in the afternoon went to the doc. So they have sent me to make blood-test. Results were today. I have nothing wrong. Strange, i do feel ill. Well not at the right now moment but once in a week or once in two weeks now recently. And it’s getting worse. Well endocrinologist and i got like 3 or 4 kind of vitamins (yes including calcium) because my body is unable to held down the calcium. Crap! Well i missed one Finnish test which i hope i can have later and won’t be forced to miss 30 points of my total marks cause all my plans would be truly fucked up… Ah and i’m not allowed to coke, energy drinks, coffee, green and black tea, CHOCOLATE and anything that has cocoa in it and fat food… whatever… now that i got addicted to Hot Choco Delight (hot chocolate with coniac).

The Rasmus’ gig was a bit disappointing. Maybe for the fact that i couldn’t watch it properly (RDS internet sucks), was able to see only 3 seconds every minute. But i heard it and watched it on YouTube. All in all it wasn’t that bad, just the set was too short, one hour for an anniversary gig (which happens only once in a life time, i mean the band has 15 years only once) is not that much. But people who were there said it was great and that’s what matters that they have felt good. After all, when do the guys don’t satisfy their fans?

And Sunday going back… seemingly Monday will be free and will have to pay bills and YES YES YES pick up the TR compilation and the book, do shopping cause on Tueday i have some friends coming over and we’ll have a Lasagna day… and yeah me is going to be the cook. I promise i won’t poison anyone

Sick and Tired.

I’m sick and tired. And not of one thing, but of many of them. I don’t even know where to start, which annoys me the most. Since recently the only thing getting me angry was because of the stealing-sharing thing let’s begin with that one. I confess that i know that i won’t get Oscar or either Nobel prize for translating articles to English from Finnish but i would have expected that at least i would get a Thank you from people, since we are supposed to be friends and not enemies (but recently it turned out that between fans we are more like enemies than united friends whatever). I really wouldn’t mind if people would post my translations on all the sites they have, the only thing i was asking is to give a proper link where from they have it since it was me who have spend time on doing it. It might sound i’m selfish, but if i would be i wouldn’t be doing those articles and post them. The second thing that is keeping me pretty annoyed is when people start insulting my friends without to even know more about them than just a forum nickname. Get a life and insult those you know for a longer time and you know more about them than just that. The third thing that i will write about is the fact some idiot some people can act when it comes to make themselves bigger and bigger in the eyes of someone. I hate those people who think that they know The Rasmus just because they have spent a night with them in a bar (where btw the guys were half -if not fully- drunk), and then come on you and tell this and that. And you know that you have been talking with them when sober and they have told you something totally different and you know you’re right and if you tell them they are wrong they immediately came crashing on you that you just have to shut up because it wasn’t you who have been with them more hours. Yeah right, let’s face they will never show their real personalities to none of the fans, they will always be friendly and nice with us, but we will never truly know the real Lauri Ylönen, Aki Hakala, Eero Heinonen and Pauli Rantasalmi… we’ll always know only the nice and friendly drummer, the smiling singer, the yoga-freak and silent bass player and the always hiding afro guitar player.
I have just found out i’ve been banned from a forum. Wow, i have to be proud of myself. I think i had all my right to fight for what i want and that was the reason why. Who cares? I have another nice forum where to stay how much i want This is just another proof from the admins of that forum that they are running from the responsibilities and problems as Oana said, they can’t face the real life and they just want to live peacefully in their own dream world without to be woken up by anyone. Sweet Dreams Girls! Don’t wait for baby-face Lauri coming to you to ask you in marriage because he won’t… he’s already happy with his family .

Mhmhmhmhm tomorrow 15th anniversary gig of the guys. Maaaan, i can’t wait for it…will be also home alone so partywith 100000000000 I want to jump again around and just forget about the world for a while. I don’t care about the next week, i don’t want to… i just enjoy today and will skip some lessons, as i don’t have some of the essays prepared for them.
Peace out and see you on Tuesday… tomorrow me in on the gig…wait me? Don’t!