Hyvää syntymäpäivää The Rasmuksen rumpali!

One year have passed and it’s someone b-day and he will start a new year to head to. Kind of confused now cause i really woul like to hug him and wish him happy b-day, but i just can’t. Yeah,that’s the way it is when you have an idol to wish happy b-day to.Although i did on myspace, who wouldn’t wish to do it personally. Today i was in school in my TR t-shirt and a classmate asked me “Is it some celebration in the band that you wear this?” … what can i say…i was a bit feeling weird… in a way because i have never expected my classmates to make such kind of conclusions though she was right. When it was to go to school I only wore the Rasmus t-shirt when it was the b-day of one of the members or some kind of anniversary to them.On the other hand i was kind of sad…feeling that some of them might consider a TR wear for me some kind of formal-wear when it comes to these. I don’t want people to think that i’m that obsessed that i only wore some of my clothes as formal clothes (Despite they are not) when there is something happening. I just… don’t like to go to school in this t-shirt…everyone knows i’m a fan of them and then they look at me in a weird way…i think it’s better this than something else.
Our English teacher is ill…so was I and i’m still…we had a new teacher today and it seems that we’ll have her all week long. She is from Scotland, Glasgow…oh well…she have lived there for 4 years,but she is originally from here, from the town where i live. It was a nice lessons…though she was pretty hyper, i mean the teacher and we all were kind of pissed off, like most of the times, because of the stupid lessons before that one.
I’ve been today to buy my formal dress for the maturandus gala at the end of November. Ok, and here comes again something i wish no one would define…it has a Black Rose on it LOL… yeah i know… though i haven’t yet bought it, but that is the chosen one and Saturday I’m going with dad to buy it YAY… i can’t wait and then a shoe can come… next week!

Listening to : Three Days Grace – Never Too Late

It’s a late goodbye…

Just a brief note to let you know, my dear reader, that this is the last day at home… well what concerns the weekdays and the mornings… i was at the doc and tomorrow i should go to school… really….it’s boring sometimes to stay at home but i hoped for a few more days xD .In a such a running world we do live there is never a plus of relaxing moment, so sometimes we should wish for an ilness…but still not a good idea for a nice and calm relaxing day.
This supposed to be a short note… tomorrow i’m going to have my english test and most probably i will have to write a note and a letter of complain. That’s not a hard thing to do… luckily
I had thought about making a surprise for those who like to read and/or memorize quotes… i will put up a new page with quotes and there will be some links to and some quotations i have selected out of 4 months emails i have got everyday from quotationpage.com

Listening to: Poets Of The Fall – Late Goodbye Live @ Lost In Music,Tampere

HAD to have it!

Decided of something… no, this is not a good start… I have taken in my hands my CD’s…and decided after all to listen to them.You would say: Why? Don’t you have some music on your computer? Well just let me tell you that this would sound just like my dad. He was the one always asking from me back at the beginning of this year when i always told him that i will need to buy the new TR album, that it’s useless,saying :”Girl, you can download and listen to it! Isn’t it the same thing?” . One would say,yes it’s almost the same thing as you hear the same thing, and let’s just say that in the days we are living in the technology can do it: mp3 quality almost the same with the original Audio CD quality…you just need a little knowledge and a good program. Many of the people i have been talking to about this issue told me, that somehow there is some magic in the original CD. I mean it…you have in your own hands the cover-art designed by your idol and all the things they wish,of course this one is a hidden message in the booklet of the CD.And here i have already said what is the key and the magic of an original CD: The Booklet. This is the only thing you can’t have when you download the songs. And when listening to the songs you foloow the lyrics from that small book decorated and designed carefully by your idol and even if you don’t want to, you discover hidden messages in the lyrics or even on the booklet in the drawings. This is true…I wouldn’t say it if i wouldn’t have experienced it. And maybe no one will believe this…and most probably because of a right reason, i didn’t believe it either when people told me this, but when i got my first original disc of The Rasmus, i felt something unusual, something i have never felt when listening the mp3 versions.

I’m thinking right now about many and even more things that work or just won’t work or never worked. I do really wanted to go today to have that english test and even if i wanted i couldn’t. Had one of the worst night ever in my life. I hate i have a flu and hate when i have to take meds, in one word i hate the situation i’m in right at this moment. After coming home yesterday from the doc i was kind of ok because of the idea that i won’t have to go to school but things are just boring at home. Oh well… it could be worse, but no one is around i could talk with until some point and that’s just boring.
It’s lightly raining outside. Some kind of small raindrops entwined with really small snowflakes. Does this mean the winter is coming? Seeing this,even if sitting near the radiator a shiver is going through me and i think of the fact that i have to go out in 2 hours. Now who the hell wants to go out when there are 9°C and a wind of around 12km/h ? Well if someone wants he/she is free to do but if i would be to choose i would stay in the bed under the covers…

The Rasmus – Live Forever

Make believe when you close your eyes…

Sitting here for more than 3 hours…is it worth? Guess so… haven’t been to school today! A good point in this day finally! Yesss! But i have to go to the doctor at 3pm, yacks! The only thing is worth going there is to know what you have and to get a certificate from her for the school that is true i was ill…wish she would give me for tomorrow too *hopes* and so i would have 4 days holiday this week.*dreams of the impossible*.
Being bored makes you do a lot of things…for example change the blog theme around 5 times in only half an hour xD yeah that’s what i have done in the past 30 minutes. trying to get one i like and one that displays all the things i would like to, but doesn’t seem that i have a lucky day today. Well one thing was ok today…i can’t expect after all another thing to work, am i’m right?
I have just found out today that my fav actress left the serial i used to watch only because of her. will miss her and so i don’t think i will watch that serial anymore…maybe because of the nostalgic moments the old ones…ER won’t be the same without Abby (Maura Tierney),she was one of my idols and really nice character of the movie and i think everyone will just miss her.

Listening to: Hanna Pakarinen – Make Believe

What else can i say than i’m kind of pissed these days and what’s more to add to this feeling is that seems like flu is getting on my shoulders and want to meet me… well i wouldn’t like to meet it…not my best friend…except when i don’t really want to school like in this moment but still better to get there than stay at home all day long… oh ok…i’m not lying…one day would be enough…tomorrow would be great cause i hate hungarian class and i hate writing stupid essays which have nothing to do with the lessons we are learning about…who the heck is interested about an essay in which there is an antonym of what is happening in a story and what you have to write about…when honestly i’m really not interested about it. I wouldn’t like to miss Friday despite the English test i’m going to have cause i like it and i don’t mind it. yes i know sometimes i’m really hard to define but that’s it all.
You say many time that time is passing by so slowly…but other times you say that is passing by extremely fast…well all the time is passing by just in the same rhytm…we just have the sense of it….our subjective time is working…but the objective one is always the same.Why have i told you this? Because i have the feeling that almost all the time this is something to discuss about but it’s true. In the past few days i felt it on my own too. In the morning it was like hell on earth…was passing by so slowly,really and when i finally got to go home then everything just sped up and i just simply woke up that omg it’s almost the time i should go to bed and i have a lot of other things to do or to say, to discuss with someone.I think that the subjective time’s philosophy is just a simple thing: when there is something going on in your life that you don’t like then you feel 1 minute like it would have been almost an hour or even more.And when you are in a situation you like and would like to keep an eternity then an hour becomes 5 minutes. Experienced this when now in a lack of time of making the play for our maturandus gala which will be in about 4-5 weeks… not much and having a really stupid topic to work on and make a show of 10-15 minutes: “the placebo – effect”… not even some of the teachers heard about it and then i ask…what should be done?

Listening to: The Rasmus – Your Forgiveness