Lost and Lonely

Well… what can i say…won’t start it again… i was quite sleepy and deleted by accident my previous blog… umm yeah… that’s it… i made another one on that a few days back and wanted to cancel that but cliked on the wrong button… bad day…and not just with the blog thing but with many other things too… people telling me that my comp didn’t worked before because there was dust on the processor…and yeah they have cleaned it and even now it works like hell and keeps on freezing… and getting on my nerves.
One would say that finally the weekend is here but i wouldn’t do it right now for a various number of reasons…i just keep on wondering why a few days back people around me started to fly away and think they are bigger and far more clever… and look at me just like i would be a ghost of someone and wouldn’t need anyhthing. i wouldn’t mind if this would have happened only with one single person but when even a community keeps ignoring things you say and write there should be something wrong i guess… have i done something wrong? well it’s a good question i can’t really answer but i don’t really remember of doing anything bad to anyone and either saying something offending.
This just sucks and i’m really starting to have enough of everything in my life…and even almost by everything.

Listening to : PMMP – Leskiäidin Tyttäret

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