And Nothing Else Matters…

Was i asking for too much the previous year? Was i asking too much after fainling to get the trip to Finland i took the driving school and wanted to have the driving licence? Wa si asking for too much in the moment when i decided to sit the Cambridge CAE exams hoping for a C passing grade to help me accomplish my dreams to study one year in Finland? I haven’t even thought that it was too much…but “destiny decides” and decided that it was too much, so after making my dream trip cancelled thought i don’t deserve a driving licence and neither to take any English exam. What i’m trying to say is that… i failed my Cambdridge exams..I wasn’t asking for an A and i wasn’t asking either for a B…i wanted a C, the lowest passing grade.

And now…nothing else matters than these 2 weeks just to pass away and i really do want to free my mind a bit with that damn gig. I’m calling each and everyone around, the place where it takes place, ticket provider and no one can help me with the meet and greet and the so supposed to be organizers of the event won’t asnwer any of the email or if they do they thank for the interest and tell they don’t know anything yet! WTF? 17 days until the gig and they still don’t know anything. Oh come’ on…

Listening to: The Rasmus – Liquid

BusyBusyBusyBusy

Sleepy.Tired.Bored.Fed Up. It’s not enough to describe how do i feel today. It was useless waking up in the morning and going to school just to make my day worse, by a teacher who woke up with her left leg and wanted to make someone angry and by the accident that someone was me. Great! What can i say? And then coming home…being there only for one hour and some minutes made me feel like a sponge bob who only wants to be in bed. On the way home i thought that wow, now i’m coming home and bed is waiting for me and i’m getting a nice sleep, but when i entered my room, much to my amazement my mum cleaned out my room and so she also made my bed. Can things be worse? Just wait.
For 3 days i’m emailing organizers, record companies and management to finally get the permission for an official meet and greet with The Rasmus, as in less than 3 weeks (to be very very puntual 18 Days) the gig is here and yet i don’t know anything whether we’ll have the opportunity for that damned meet and greet which i’m trying to organize since December, or not.

Ok, so not complaining anymore. I should teach myself not to complain so much but what can i do when things are worse than i have ever expected. I wanted to record audio of the gig with my phone and Tuesday i had to bring my beloved phone to the service because for 4 days the display was blinking every 5 seconds and when i searched on google to find out what’s it, people said that after 2-3 weeks the display was totally crap and useless and that’s not what i want, right? So i have taken back to the shop where from i bought and they taken it and told me i can come and take when they call me. Ok, so luckily i had still my old phone , of which battery lasts 2 days or even less and it looks really crappy and knows nothing besides sending and receiving messages and phone calls. ( I SAID NOT COMPLAINING ANYMORE )

Listening to: The Rasmus – Live Forever

Maybe it’s a good thing

I hate mondays. I don’t want to have any monday this year besides 16th February. I hate corruption. I hate people fooling around. I hate people who do anything for money. I hate people who don’t appreciate other’ work.  So to sum up i hate the romanian system of exams made for getting a driving licence. Just  because someone is young and overexcited and can’t make a lateral standing but the policeman liked his/her way of driving he fails them. WTF i ask???  I didn’t belive when i was told that everyone makes anything for money but now i do believe. All i want is to escape this world as soon as possible and get the hell out of the here somewhere where is peace and people don’t live for making money and getting more and more rich but to enjoy each and every second of their lives, after all we live once and we can die in every moment. I have never understood why people want more and more money, and i can still not understand. I see it everyday, my parents, people around me…everyone wants the glory, but they better remember that the fight is to the end…

Listening to: Hanna Pakarinen – Maybe it’s a good thing

Lennetään taivaan…

(=Let’s fly to the sky [PMMP - Rusketusraidat {Sunburnmarks}]) One more week until the holiday between the two semesters of this school year. Last week isn’t that exciting, besides being lazy and having fun and stuff like that as everyone has marks and everyone is basically lazy to learn. Well, almost everyone…as in all the cases there are always exceptions what about me…i don’t care…i just enjoy every minute of freedom and spend with music…even is school and counting back the days… 23 left uhm, it’s getting less and less and soon under 20 and then i’ll be god damn it we are going but yeah, i can’t wait. 2 Days ago the Black Roses tour started to it is even worse as seeing people coming from the gigs with pics and reviews and the setlist (which i’m actually a bit angry about because it’s Black Roses tour and they barely perform songs from the album and not even my favs are on the list ), videos…and i have this feeling naa…i should be there right now i will get through these days too The only thing left to get through to feel better is Monday my driving exams and then everything will be just fine.

Listening to: Cinema Bizarre – Escape to the stars

Live Forever… ( 19 )

“Together we’ve made it” Jay-Z and Linkin Park’s Chester would say. I would only say that i am now one more year older. Damn it! I’m 19! It feels like crap becoming one year older.  And before you would ask why the cat on my picture asks “iz you drunk again?” i tell you, no i’m not YET! . It just fit the situation, according to which many people think that if you have your birthday you should necesarrily party and drink as much as you can. Well, i don’t think so, this year i just wish a peaceful birthday, which let’s say i had so far and without any annyoing people (though i have had already a few :roll ) . Nevermind, before i would say i so hate my bday … let’s hope it will end soon, only 7 more hours.

What else? We’re getting closer and closer to the holiday, which i wait for only one thing. Actually this is the first time i wait the holidat … to end . Guess most of you, who read my blog constantly know what’s it all about so here we are, 26 more days and party . Will also have the poster from the store where from i have the tickets , after the gig. The shop assistant told me that i can go and ask for it on the 17th of February because thank God The Rasmus is the last gig advertised on it. The first time that the fact that they are last makes me happy  .

Listening to : The Rasmus – Bullet