Ymmärrätkö viimein miksi harvoin hymyilen?

(=Do you understand after all why i smile so rarely? -Happoradio – Itä Suomessa tulee {=Eastern Finland’s Wind}). I must say about me that i don’t understand at all why i smile so rarely .Once i used to be the girl who was always smiling and maybe one who spends much time with me thinks “Oh, crapp she is always laughing.”,maybe i am but what’s behind it? I really can’t imagine what made me be so serious and so melancholic all day long. Maybe i’m growing up and as grown-ups are all like this i’m being one of them. Hush! I don’t want it! I’m not even 19, ok ok i shut up, i’ll be 19 in *counts* 9 days only .Jesus! I’m so old .9 days…i haven’t even thought that my b-day is so close, maybe i’m too busy with counting back the days until the gig . And so what then? Everyone counts the time until an even she/he looks forward t he most. And guess i’m not looking forward to be one year older but more to go and see the band that made me what i am and thanks to which i have so many great friend and also my best friend .
Days Until The Gig: 35 whole 5 weeks .

I’ve been coming online to my HI5 i think 2 days ago when i saw a comment on my picture, as a response to my status which is “I’m a dangerous kind”. the comment was :”why are you dangerous kind?”. I’ve never ever imagined someone will ask me something like this .After all the blog’ adress is also dangerous kind, but it’s from the song title from The Rasmus, so i guess the lyrics of the song would explain a lot of things about it.

Listening to: Hay & Stone – Sun Sweeps The Shadow