After all the tags i have got i thought to post this picture and satisfy the need of people with it. I think i don’t have anything to add cause it speaks for itself. And it’s up to everyone whether now you cry because of disappointment or of happiness.

And ok i know it’s over a week since i wrote something, but either i had no time, either i was just lazy and stuff like that. Anyways, nothing worth mentioning happened…just a lasagna made by me, and yes everyone who have been here have eaten of it and they are ok. Furthermore, had a partial exam today at general linguistics (yes the part i do really hate) and i hope for the worse things, so i think that tell everything about how it went.
I got today Hell Of A Tester, the 3rd The Rasmus album, and now there is only the first two missing from my collection and then i can start with the singles.

Honestly i’m getting a little bored of everything. I mean i spend most of my (free) time alone (erm, i mean that i have a room-mate who would go home everyday anyways that’s not my business) and it’s quite annoying to walk in the city alone, even if it’s so beautifully decorated now that Christmas comes. Maybe later… *sigh* I still don’t know where and with who i will spend my New Years Eve, i have 3 choices, and one is not up to me.
This weekend i’ll be gone to another city to free a bit my mind and next Wednesday going home after Tuesday’s Pikkujoulu at the Finnish Library. That should be fun, because it sounds like it.

In a surprising way when i came back to Cluj The Rasmus’ best of compilation album and the limited edition book was waiting for me in the postal box. And i thought i will have to pick it up from the post. Thinking about this now…i could have stayed 2 days longer at home. Anyways… at least have been at Finnish lessons today. And payed the bills in time.

Nothing really interesting was going on. Recently the simple fact of being here alone without to have anyone is freaking me out. Face to how much i loved being here at the beginning of the whole thing, as much i hate it now. Just don’t know why. It’s not that i hate the place of what i’m studying or stuff cause i do like these, but not having people around me with who i can go out at any time just sucks. Everyone lives so far, though in the same town, distances are so big…there is nothing that would make me be in the mood to go out.

Ah, next Monday Desperado (Hungarian pop band) gig, but taaaaa grrr Tuesday i have exam. No voi vittu!

Anyways been listening to the Best of The Rasmus 2001-2009 since yesterday and i must say that the songs are so nicely compiled one after the other… ^^ currently playing Chill, it’s the best song ever and it will always be my favorite and the one that no matter what will help me calm down. ^^ *_* here’s what Lauri commented about it in the book: ‘Back in 2001, I used to paint the walls in my apartment almost every month, hoping for a change in my life. It was a good way to hide the problems and sorrows for a week or two. The feeling of a summer night in Helsinki is nicely captured here. The video was filmed by ourselves on the road in Finland and Sweden.’… Worth a listening. “And everytime when i painted my room, Like a fool i hide my feelings And everytime when i painted my room I thought about leaving….”